Until then...

The tears working there way across her mascara

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Drawing a black line across her frustrated cheeks

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Fighting the urge of responsibility to wipe them away

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A million thought crossed her stressed mind

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Waiting and Waiting

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For the day with the person that has the responsibility of chasing her shadows away

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And kissing her frustrated cheeks

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Unwinding all of her fears

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Until then she smiles

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What The ?????

GOD I FEEL GULTIY !!!!

Have you ever freaked out on someone over something sooo stupid and you regret it later uuugghhhh it's anooyiiiinggg...

So here's the story my dad told me to go study for my lil sister which did i mention is a BRAT i mean i love her and all but sometimes she wait wait not sometime most times she get on my nerves anyways so they told me to study for her okay and i was ohh god i couldn't believe she just finished her exams o am gonna have a rest and then they tell me and oooh wake me up from my sleep which i needed so much and then go out so they waking up is a waste and then coming back at 9 and sending me to study for her i mean wth why cant she do her hw's alone!!!

Why do we have to take out the books and open it for her and place it gracefully in front of her and then take out her pencil case and then take out her pencil and put it in her hands to write WTFFF????? she not a kid i mean she knows whats goin on and she knw which book is which ...

I mean when i was her age i use to do my own hw alone and i think mum is spoiling them alot waaaaaaaaay more than she did to us you see me and my sis have a age gap which is 10 years soo yeh my mum kinda took a break BUT i cant stand it anymore teaching them is sooo hard and when there not paying attention and stuff god i don't wanna even remember ...

Ooh i kinda lost it there oh yeh back to the "story" after my dad told me to go study for her i was like oh man i am in the mood and starting blah balhing about it in other words "t7ar6aming" and now i feel guilty .

I HATE THIS SHIT !!!!

P.S: I've decided that having children is sooooo hard and ybala 6oolat bal =( you probably knw that and saying DUH but yeh ...

Randomnessnes

This week was good until yesterday *hating it* >.<> want to remember it inshallah everything is going to be fine * nakadt 3alikom mn awal el post*

Anyways this week i had an exam at uni and if i passed i would drop this course *cross fingers* i have a good feeling about it o inshallah i will pass i cant bare going to uni at 9 you see it will ruin my schedule which very happy and dont want it to get ruined because of this stupid course ...

mmm.... wat else ?? God why does my mind go blank when i write in the blog .. i think making a voice blog would be much easier looool what do you think ??

btw the blogsphere is sooo active mashhalh i cant catch up with it lol i am so excited about my aerobics and yoga/ relaxation class i went to both of them o am LOVIN IT BABE i feel more healthier btw i stoped dieting and decided to control my food instead yeh who am i kidding lol no but seriously i will try to control my food ...

I knw this post is so blah and stuff but i keep on forgetting what am i gonna write about akeed i bored u knw lol so yallah tc and see u soon...

P.S:: I so totally need a husband even tho if it was only for one day is it to hard to ask for =/ ooohhh maaaaaaaaaaan

UPDATE

Hello Floggers,

5ala9 am gonna name you floggers mn el yoom o raye7 i liked it =D anyho lets begin with the updates wooohooo

1. The wedding was AMAZING i wish i could share pics with you =( i danced my butt off maybe thats why every muscle in me ached the next day YOU THINK???

2. The dress turned out great and everybody complemented me *e7m e7m* i dont mean to brag but some of my relatives told me i lost weight i was like O_O the all grins cuz i lost only 3 kilos and didnt think it would show u knw?, oooh oooh didnt like my make up that much cuz my fake eyelash was glued on half of my eyelid YES eyelid can you believe that GOD bss my hair was nice me likey =D most importantly I HAD A BLAST!! would give this wedding 100/100 .

3.I started organizing my self for uni reading and catching up cuz i really neglected uni last week hehe *evil smile*


4. I missed writing blogs and i got tagged by 3 people sillhouette Crime and limited to do the grumpy thing and DanDoon to do the pic thingie am really sorry 7abbaybe am late (k) forgive me NOW NOW.. =P

Grumpy Tag

Three abnormal things:

1. Really quiet people (no offence).

2. Fake people.

3. Facebook. =P

Two irritating things:

1. When you talk on the phone and people see you talking but talk to you anyways like i can hear 2 people at a time shheeesssh -.- .

2. when your private icths you and you cant itch it cause u are in public loooool .

The anger trigerer:

When someone annoys u and then u laugh then it really gts annoying and you tell them to stop and they keep on going on. yeh that fires me up.

Three people cant live without:

1. My family.

2. My imaginary husband. (am so pethetic wallah)

3. My friends.

Two people i dont want to see:

Hmm... I dont knw. none i guess.

FAV Food:

Am a food addict =D all food is my fav =P.

FAV songs:

I dunno it's not stable =P..

The rules are as followed:

1.Put a picture of any grumpy person.

2.Then Mention 3 things that are just abnormal.

3.Two things that irritate you.

4.One trigger to your anger.

5.Three people you can't live without.

6.Two people you don't want to see.

7.One of your favorite foods.

8.Three of your favorite songs 2.

The Photo Tag

(1) Find your fifth photo file folder and then the fifth photo in the file folder.

(2) Post the picture on your blog.

(3) Tag other five blogger to do the same.

I Dont have many folders of pics in my laptop yes i am scared putting pics on the computer haha am so lame but i guess this kinda shit happen where they hack and stuff =P anyho my pic are all scattered in my pic folder so am gonna post the fifth one there =P lol (89at 7ayaty).

Its a pic of an arabic singer my friend wanted to photoshop her for her art class so she wanted to show me el pic o it ended up her =P

Thats about it folks till next time inshallah. =P

XOXO,

MashMosh...

p.s: The boy in the grumpy tag is my lil bro *mashallah* he is sick now 7abeeby wallah mayshoof shar he has a fever and he's so quiet =( allah ey3afeeeh soon goolo ammeeeen i cant bear watching him che and oh almost forgot i tag who ever wants to do it =D..