Sallam 3alaikom all
Hope you are okay? Am fine el 7emdelah.
Okay so hers's the deal the last 3 days was hectic, because i was volunteering in the arab media fourm, doing all crazy stuff volunteers do.
Overall el 7emdelah it was an awsome experince, met great people and defiantly opened my eyes to many things.
The link below is an article written about the voulteers who participated in AMF's enjoy.
جريدة ايلاف اليومية الإلكترونية - أخبار عربية و عالمية - أخبار الشرق الأوسط - أخبار
Advice of the day: Thank allah for the many blessings even if it was as small as volunteering.
May 5, 2010
Fabricating?
Hey everyone, hope life have given you a better day today than mine...
It seems that my purpose of blogging have changed now, before i use to blog for the fun of it stressing over what am i going to blog about next and will i get as many comments, call it shallow, dumb, what ever you like.
Now i blog my feeling i dont not stress or even think of what to blog about it just comes along and let me tell you i like this way much more than the other one. it seemed that i lacked the art of blogging and now i have understood it.
Anyways getting on with the feelings of today. first thing i have to say that THIS WAS NOT MY DAY AT ALL. I totally blanked at a speech i presented oh so awfuly and i just stood there BLANKED out. And i forced my teacher to give me another chance which made it even worse in the guilt meter cuz it was obiviously not fair for the other students -sigh- ..
I knw its not healthy to keep beating your self up over something past, i mean come on its just a speech .. right? its just that i knw i could have done better this was totally not my level but anyways its over now i'll ace next time inshallah.
Another thing that just made my patience meter strike to the limits is that people keep treating you like a moron, for peace sake we are not 10 anymore it shows when you hide some thing and fabricating something from some one. Am having those moments where i cant express my feeling through words.
Advice of the day :
patience is the key for every door ..
TC
P.S: I feel better now. el 7emdelah.
It seems that my purpose of blogging have changed now, before i use to blog for the fun of it stressing over what am i going to blog about next and will i get as many comments, call it shallow, dumb, what ever you like.
Now i blog my feeling i dont not stress or even think of what to blog about it just comes along and let me tell you i like this way much more than the other one. it seemed that i lacked the art of blogging and now i have understood it.
Anyways getting on with the feelings of today. first thing i have to say that THIS WAS NOT MY DAY AT ALL. I totally blanked at a speech i presented oh so awfuly and i just stood there BLANKED out. And i forced my teacher to give me another chance which made it even worse in the guilt meter cuz it was obiviously not fair for the other students -sigh- ..
I knw its not healthy to keep beating your self up over something past, i mean come on its just a speech .. right? its just that i knw i could have done better this was totally not my level but anyways its over now i'll ace next time inshallah.
Another thing that just made my patience meter strike to the limits is that people keep treating you like a moron, for peace sake we are not 10 anymore it shows when you hide some thing and fabricating something from some one. Am having those moments where i cant express my feeling through words.
Advice of the day :
patience is the key for every door ..
TC
P.S: I feel better now. el 7emdelah.
Apr 28, 2010
Maybe?
Hey ya’ll I know it’s been a ages and everything, yes I missed blogging and reading blogs..
Am guilty as proven no excuse can justify the way I left you blogger .com please take me back ..
Anyways there is this thing that has been bothering me a lot lately and its one of those things that you cannot put to words, it’s like sitting there at the end of your throat but no words can express it – I know your wondering how is that even possible- well maybe it not that I cannot put those feelings to words maybe it’s the fear of expressing those thought might hurt someone or even worse might offend them or maybe it’s because I know that person so well that no matter what I say or do to prove my point they won’t settle or compromise their point of view so why begin in the first place . I don’t know..
*big sigh*
Well I guess no one’s is perfect everybody has their flaws and things, I wonder what are my flaws? Hmmm it’s amazing how great this feels even though I haven’t wrote that much but I feel better..
Advice of the day:
Don’t let anything brings you down, tomorrow is always a better day =)
That’s it for now .. TC people and smile IT WONT KILL YOU…
Am guilty as proven no excuse can justify the way I left you blogger .com please take me back ..
Anyways there is this thing that has been bothering me a lot lately and its one of those things that you cannot put to words, it’s like sitting there at the end of your throat but no words can express it – I know your wondering how is that even possible- well maybe it not that I cannot put those feelings to words maybe it’s the fear of expressing those thought might hurt someone or even worse might offend them or maybe it’s because I know that person so well that no matter what I say or do to prove my point they won’t settle or compromise their point of view so why begin in the first place . I don’t know..
*big sigh*
Well I guess no one’s is perfect everybody has their flaws and things, I wonder what are my flaws? Hmmm it’s amazing how great this feels even though I haven’t wrote that much but I feel better..
Advice of the day:
Don’t let anything brings you down, tomorrow is always a better day =)
That’s it for now .. TC people and smile IT WONT KILL YOU…
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