Maybe?

Hey ya’ll I know it’s been a ages and everything, yes I missed blogging and reading blogs..

Am guilty as proven no excuse can justify the way I left you blogger .com please take me back ..

Anyways there is this thing that has been bothering me a lot lately and its one of those things that you cannot put to words, it’s like sitting there at the end of your throat but no words can express it – I know your wondering how is that even possible- well maybe it not that I cannot put those feelings to words maybe it’s the fear of expressing those thought might hurt someone or even worse might offend them or maybe it’s because I know that person so well that no matter what I say or do to prove my point they won’t settle or compromise their point of view so why begin in the first place . I don’t know..

*big sigh*

Well I guess no one’s is perfect everybody has their flaws and things, I wonder what are my flaws? Hmmm it’s amazing how great this feels even though I haven’t wrote that much but I feel better..

Advice of the day:

Don’t let anything brings you down, tomorrow is always a better day =)

That’s it for now .. TC people and smile IT WONT KILL YOU…

Summer Cleaning erm.. Break

*Cough* *Cough* Boy this place is dusty!!

it sure needs updating dont ya think??

Hey ya'll long time no read eh?? * knock on your monitor screen *, do you still remmeber me ?? =P


I knw i have been away for soo long but blame uni not me anyways i think your all bored with all these exuses busy, uni, summer, family, blah blah blah ....


So who are all doing?? missed this place alot like seriously alot, miss speaking my mind up and sharing it with you guys *hugs* okay okay lets start with my updates...


1. Just came back from q8 my cuzins wedding and OH MY GOD did i have the time of my life darn i wish i could show u pics =P no seriously kuwaiti weddings ROCK big time woohooo


2. We are not traveling this summer so no Austraila all because of this PIG 5ara flu i swaer you have no idea how much i want to travel the weather is horriable in Dubai very EXTREMLY hot and no i dont mean hot as sexy !!



3. My final driving test is on the 14 of July which makes me freak out cuz i finshed my classes like long ago and went to q8 and all my common sense evaporated lol yeh . so wish me luck you guys.


4. Ermmm.... kuwait peeps are comin soon =D which makes me happy and get my head off the traveling thing


5. What else I MISSED YOU!!



yallah now tell me whats going on with ur life???

Until then...

The tears working there way across her mascara

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Drawing a black line across her frustrated cheeks

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Fighting the urge of responsibility to wipe them away

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A million thought crossed her stressed mind

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Waiting and Waiting

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For the day with the person that has the responsibility of chasing her shadows away

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And kissing her frustrated cheeks

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Unwinding all of her fears

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Until then she smiles

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What The ?????

GOD I FEEL GULTIY !!!!

Have you ever freaked out on someone over something sooo stupid and you regret it later uuugghhhh it's anooyiiiinggg...

So here's the story my dad told me to go study for my lil sister which did i mention is a BRAT i mean i love her and all but sometimes she wait wait not sometime most times she get on my nerves anyways so they told me to study for her okay and i was ohh god i couldn't believe she just finished her exams o am gonna have a rest and then they tell me and oooh wake me up from my sleep which i needed so much and then go out so they waking up is a waste and then coming back at 9 and sending me to study for her i mean wth why cant she do her hw's alone!!!

Why do we have to take out the books and open it for her and place it gracefully in front of her and then take out her pencil case and then take out her pencil and put it in her hands to write WTFFF????? she not a kid i mean she knows whats goin on and she knw which book is which ...

I mean when i was her age i use to do my own hw alone and i think mum is spoiling them alot waaaaaaaaay more than she did to us you see me and my sis have a age gap which is 10 years soo yeh my mum kinda took a break BUT i cant stand it anymore teaching them is sooo hard and when there not paying attention and stuff god i don't wanna even remember ...

Ooh i kinda lost it there oh yeh back to the "story" after my dad told me to go study for her i was like oh man i am in the mood and starting blah balhing about it in other words "t7ar6aming" and now i feel guilty .

I HATE THIS SHIT !!!!

P.S: I've decided that having children is sooooo hard and ybala 6oolat bal =( you probably knw that and saying DUH but yeh ...